Thank you for all the lovely supportive comments following Mum's death. We are sorting out details and such. There is a lot more involved than any of us thought, but at least we have each other.
The days I had in quarantine after Mum's death were really tough. It wasn't easy being so alone. Had a bout of tears and some anger when the quarantine rules were changed too. Two weeks. Just two weeks earlier and I could have flown in and seen Mum right away. I know I can't go back and change things but I was so sad and angry. I had tried to do everything right and it was too late.
I've been spending time with my sisters and we are slowly sorting things out. In between I have been getting out for walks and trying to take photos. I must admit though my heart hasn't really been in it. I suppose it will take time. The places I have been to mostly have memories of Mum and I visiting and then I miss her all over again. I am trying to think of the good times that we had together.
A couple of phone photos