Thanks for all the comments.
I am heartbroken to say that my mum passed away Thursday morning before I got out of quarantine. It was sudden and very quick. I am thankful she went quickly. It's been a horrible six months for her since Covid. She would have hated living that away. I hope she's out of pain and at peace.
It's been a rough few days. I was still in quarantine so had to be alone for a couple of days before I got my test-to-release results. My lovely daughter back in the US took Friday off work so she could spend lots of time chatting with me. She's been calling me when I'm having extra bad moments.
I am glad I am here and will be able to say goodbye to her. It seems so empty in her flat without her. I am missing her like crazy and upset with myself that I didn't come sooner. My sisters say that mum knew I was here close by. I did talk to her Monday. Her last words to me were to tell me that she loved me.
My mum was such a strong, independent woman. She beat cancer when she was well into her seventies and she survived the initial Covid diagnosis and hospitalisation. The doctor couldn't believe she had survived it. My sister said she was just tired and had had enough. She thinks mum could let go as she knew we were altogether and could help each other. I'm the baby of the family and she was always worried about me.
I'm going go miss her smile, our Wednesday chats, Saturday Skype sessions and our summer holidays. Losing her leaves a big hole in my heart.
Oh, Sharon. ((((HUGS)))) My very deepest sympathies on your loss. At least she knew you were near and you got to speak with her. I'm glad your daughter has been able to talk to you on the phone. I hope that being there with your sisters will make your mum's passing a little easier to bear.
ReplyDeleteOh, my dear, I am just so very, very sorry to read this. My love and heartfelt commiserations to you and yours as you realise and start coming to terms with your loss.
ReplyDeleteIt sounds as if it was best for her and maybe one has to be glad she is at peace but it leaves a great big gaping hole, doesn't it. I think Dad was just tired too and stopped fighting. Fair enough . . .
I wish I could help more.
That's a beautiful photo.
Much love
xxx
So sorry to hear it, and you must be heartbroken that you didn’t get to see her. But I think your sisters are right, she knew that you were here and that you’d all be together and so she felt it was time to go.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear of your loss.I am sure your mum knew you were close by.Thinking about you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear your sad news. I'm sure your mum felt able to let go and find peace knowing you were close by. Treasure the good memories and be gentle with yourself. x
ReplyDeletePlease accept my deepest condolences on the loss of your dear Mum. You may feel alone in your suffering, but you're not alone. Please accept my deepest sympathies to you and your family as you go through this sad time.
ReplyDeleteI'm crying for you reading this! Hugs my friend!
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear your sad news. Take care. XXXXX
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry to hear this news Sharon. Thinking of you and your sisters xx
ReplyDeleteOh, Sharon. I am so heartbroken for you. How very sad that you were not yet out of quarantine, but it is good that you will soon be able to grieve in person with your sister. It was lovely of your daughter to spend that time with you online across the miles while you were alone. There are no words that adequately express what this loss means for you. Know that you and your family are in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this news. Everyone who was close to their mother will understand your loss. Helen in France
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI've only just found your post - so, so sorry to hear this. It's good that you are here and can be altogether.
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you
I'm so sorry that your Mum passed before you got to see her. As your sister said, she knew you were close by. I'm glad you got to talk to her.
ReplyDeleteYou are fortunate to have a loving daughter who made sure you weren't too lonely in the flat. How lovely of her to take the day off work to help you through. My sincere condolences to you and your family. Jo in Wisconsin.
That's a wonderful photograph. Sending healing thoughts to you. x
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