Saturday

Well, I turned off the alarm and still woke up the usual time. I looked at my phone. No rain coming. Yikes. I almost jumped out of bed, got dressed and rushed out of the door. I had to talk myself out of it. I didn't get up. I stayed in bed for a little bit, got up and felt a bit...off, but I didn't go out for that early morning walk. I admit that it felt really weird. 

I ended up going to a few garage sales and then ended up doing some of the shopping I was going to have to squeeze in during the week. In the afternoon, middle son came over and we all went to the cemetery to leave some flowers, stopped and got something to eat and then headed home. 

Back to the missing the walk and FOMO (fear of missing out), once I'm past that part of the day when I usually go for a walk, I'm ok. It seems it's just breaking that part of the routine. It is certainly something I want to work on. I want to feel okay if I miss a walk or if I walk somewhere different. It's that bad that even when we go away it takes me a bit to feel comfortable - and I really enjoy going away!!!

I also feel a bit strange if I don't take photos, so I decided to do #1day12pics. I haven't done it for a while, but every first Saturday of the month you take 12 photos of your day or a theme. I usually stick them in a collage. 

Tomorrow we are going out for a walk...somewhere, just not sure where yet. 

Hope everyone is having a good weekend!